i must regain CONTROL |
this blog is my shitbox. all the shit i think about, its in this shitbox. |
why is it that whenever others ask for something u give it kaagad. but when its me i never get what i want. im turning 18 this year. i didnt ask for a party or anything. NOTHING. just this one thing. why cant u give it to me? why? what did i do that was soo wrong that u cant love me enough to trust me? i mean seriously. :( shit.